Easter Weekend

It is Easter weekend. It is a great time for family and joy in the celebration of the resurrection of Jesus. But I feel deflated, drained and restless.We had a birthday celebration for Mum and Auntie Jenny yesterday evening and that was actually something good for me. I enjoyed the break and the company of loved ones for a few hours. Quite honestly, before I went, I was thinking of other things that I could do (such as Fab Academy stuff), and that this dinner was merely a formality. Except that it wasn't. It was the best thing I could do since my family and loved ones are important.

 

The message to myself is to let go of the pressure, be more present, and enjoy the things I am doing now. For some reason, I stopped enjoying Fab Academy over the last few weeks. It should be fun learning all these cool new skills but somehow I got tired and faltered. But the good news is this, the pressure is mostly created by myself. I have given myself a heavy burden because there is so much uncertainty in these new things I am learning to do. 

 

I remember that harmony was something I desired this year. And I am not in harmony now. I will just need to "go with the flow" a bit more. If things aren't going as fast or as smoothly, it is okay. Just rest a while, unwind (rest, meditate, exercise, play some games) and then try again. Keep fighting and at some point, the battle will turn and victory will look inevitable.