Everythingwillflo

I am back at my desk at work today. I have not had a good last few weeks due to being sick and hurting my foot. In fact, I am not back to being 100% again. I still feel an itchy soreness in my foot and despite having managed to throw my body onto the train for the morning commute, I still feel tired. It isn't as bad as when I was sick last week but boy am I struggling with lethargy. The first 30 mins of work was just shitting and trying to shift into a higher gear. There is a feeling that things need to be done, but I am just putting it off until the tasks eventually catch up to me and overwhelm me. When I am mired in this zone, everything feels extra heavy and resistant. I keep thinking things like "Man, I wished that Uwu bird didn't wake me up 10 mins before I was meant to wake up" or "I wish I felt a little more energetic". There are times where the thoughts just stop and the brain just freezes there - nothing happens but there is a pause between two tire...