Murky Monday

And just like that, the weekend is gone and Monday is upon us.

Hustle! Like the hawkers in this HK diorama that I recently got back from Hasan

I am in one of those modes where I feel like I need to put my thoughts down in writing but the thoughts are too murky, too muddled and too chaotic to describe. But I will try. This is all Monday can ask of me and all I am able to give to Monday.

I woke up today having a rash develop between my fingers. Probably eczema from my morning of volunteering for Church spring cleaning. I do not regret going. It was the least I could do. It just feels wrong to go to Church for Mass and not really know anyone there.

I made my way to work and I am back to the grind. Lots of things need doing but there is no focus. Of the top of my head, I know some things I needed to work on are slipping. My BTO renovation needs a jump start, my Zbrush (re)training needs a kick, my maker ed collaborations need some attention. Yet I still have a storm of work to navigate through. It isn't my core job, but it still needs doing.

Sometimes it just feels like one-step time again. When you are just focusing on getting that next point, fighting on when the situation is uncertain, and hoping that at the end of the day, it will be enough.