Not feeling happy at all

I feel crap today. Yeah, yeah, it's been a common occurrence these days. Man, it's like I lost the ability to be happy. Tried a few things to escape but nothing is working. I just gave up on life. Nothing to look forward to and everything is just going through the motions. Am trying lots of little things to make me feel better (e.g. go to gym, go out with friends, work on projects) but nothing works. I'm wondering what's the point of it all and why I haven't done myself in yet. I hope to have better days but I can't see it being any time soon. What is hell like anyway? I am starting to believe it is a repeat of earthly life. I had a bad day, a bad week and a bad year. Ah fuck! Time to grab my beer...