As commanded by the Bible, I gave myself a little something to drink. South African wine. Why? It seems so unfair. I love her deeply with every bit of me. Still, I read that crisis is a part on the path to happiness. I hope this is so. For I am absolutely miserable now. I look at the spawn toy (haven't even opened it yet) she gave me for Christmas and feel this deep pain within. I think life would be better in the future but right now, I qualify for the ranks of "bitterly distressed". Man, the wine feels good even if it is induced.
As commanded by the Bible, I gave myself a little something to drink. South African wine. Why? It seems so unfair. I love her deeply with every bit of me. Still, I read that crisis is a part on the path to happiness. I hope this is so. For I am absolutely miserable now. I look at the spawn toy (haven't even opened it yet) she gave me for Christmas and feel this deep pain within. I think life would be better in the future but right now, I qualify for the ranks of "bitterly distressed". Man, the wine feels good even if it is induced.
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