Project Ebon-knee update

Modeled the helmet and I do like the way it is looking now. I wonder what I should really be doing. While I'm not starving to death now, I feel I'm harming myself because of my refusal to conform or compromise. Ah heck, this project is so close and so far away. And when it is done, what does it matter? I've gone into "What's the point?" mode and it is like my head is stuck in an elephant's ass (never done that but just imagine) - I see nothing but shit around and it stinks.