Took a break yesterday

I took a break yesterday and man it felt good. I wasn't supposed to but I guess mixing up my medical appointment dates had some bonus effect.

Today I get back to work. Lethargy cloaks me as I try to gather my energy and focus. My desk is messy - a reflection of my mind. Even as I lay out the things I need to do, I have something like an out-of-body experience. It is like I'm seeing myself going real slow, pausing at times to pick up scattered thoughts. It is one-step time again. But it is okay. Step back. Breathe. Gather. Go.