Ticket for one please

I watched Everything Everywhere All at Once yesterday and it was an interesting movie. Bought some nachos as I sat down by myself in the cinema. I have not done this for a long time now and I'm not very sure why I did it yesterday. Perhaps I'm trying to tell myself that it is okay to be alone, that it is better to accept this possibility. Inside though I'm dying for it to be different. Carrying a false hope is a fool's burden. The sooner I accept this, the sooner I heal. Like Wolverine, I'm one tough little bastard. I've been through the grinder before and I survived.