What's going on???

The morning started well enough. I did my exercise and had some slack off time.

Then I went onto the next item - applying for jobs. I'm not sure what it is about job applications. But I am feeling depressed as I look at it. I applied for ONE job. And I thought I had to go back to sleep. What is going on here? Why am I not excited about getting out there and making some $? What the hell am I supposed to be doing? Maybe it is just one of those slump days. Maybe I should be a bit more confident in pushing forward. Damn.