The INTJ-T

Here I am again. A cocktail of stress, sadness, tiredness, insecurity and anxiety. I feel that my equilibrium has shifted. My mood no longer stays within normal; One moment, it rises like a rocket and then in the next, it suddenly plunges into an abyss. I try to understand why this is so and I went to do a personality test just to try to figure something out. I have done this tests before a while back. I could not determine if I was an INTJ or an INTP back then (I was 50-50 on the J/P) but the latest test show that I'm an INTJ-T.

 

I guess knowing this helps me understand my tendencies and maybe gain some direction during this time. I think learning to accept your fate no matter what it might be is so damn hard. How can you feel loss when you have not even gotten anything yet?